Dear Ethan & Trevor -
In just a couple of days your life will change once again - just like it will for Daddy and I - as we bring another little person into our family. For almost 5 years it has been just been the four of us and I wanted to take some time to tell you a few things before our lives, as we know them, change.
First, and most importantly, and if you read nothing else of this post, read the next sentence. I love you more than words can ever express and nothing, NOTHING can change that. You are my babies and no one will ever change that!
You two are such a joy to have around and make me laugh each and every day!! Ethan, I love your determination to do things perfectly, your ability to laugh at the drop of a hat, and your outgoing personality. Trevor, I love your belly laugh (it is absolutely contagious). I love your sensitivity towards others and animals, and your tenacity when you put your mind to something. Both of you are your own person and I love that about you, yet at the same time, you can do so many things together, as brothers and as friends. Daddy and I hope that the friendship you share now only continues to grow as the years pass and you get older. There is nothing better than a good relationship with your siblings and so we hope and pray that you continue to love, respect and enjoy each other as you do now (most of the time anyway).
Now, once your little brother or sister is born, it may seem that the time we spend together changes. And it will for a little bit, but know that the love I have for you will not change one bit. Mom and Dad have so much love in our hearts and this new brother or sister will put even more love in our lives. Ethan you are already a big brother so you know the drill of being a big helper, but Trevor, you will now learn what it's like to be a big brother, too. And I have no doubt that both of you will do a fantastic job of being a big brother to this new little person.
You both give me a reason to get up and be a better person each day. I love, absolutely love, being your mom. You make me smile. You make me laugh. You allow me to love unconditionally. Your smiles warm my heart! You teach me to take things slower. You teach me to cherish the simple things in life. I love watching you learn. I love watching you play. I love watching you grow into loving, caring boys. I love hearing you giggle. I love seeing the peacefulness you have when you're sleeping. I love your tenderness, your compassion, your loving spirits. Plain and simple - I love you both!
The minute you entered my life, you had my heart wrapped around your little finger, much like this new little baby will. But have no fear, I have plenty of room in my heart for all of you! Thank you for being the wonderful little boys you are, and thank you for being the wonderful big brothers that I know you WILL be very soon!
I love you,
Mom